welcome to my first official post! :) . It's just your typical tuesday morning...and i'm freaking out! ...nothing, like, apocalyptic or earth-exploding... just what happens when a girl is late on her ahem "time of the month". Now just to give you some history. I am in a committed relationship and have been for the last four years. I love this man more then life itself! But I'm a bit of a "pregnaphobe"

It's not that I hate kids, or dont want to have any of my own. No! Not at all! Its just...I dunno, the concept of change. Nothing changes life more then having a baby! When I think about it, its a strange mix of happiness and excitement and nervous anxiety-attack.

Honestly, most of the friends I went to high school with are pregnant, or already have kids! Sometimes its mind boggling to think about...

But thats just a fact. ...A fact of life.

Ugh. Im really frazzled right now. Sorry for such a bounce around post. I was up at 6 am today cause I couldnt sleep and I still have eight hours of work to look forward to later tonight! I think its time for a snack and a nap... ...Oh. I guess incase your wondering my result came back (-) . Thats negative. Technically Im one day late, so that should be 99% accurate...but of course I'm still freaking out with my still absence of my period . Like I said: pregnaphobe. lol.