so at work the other day we were watching the freakin halarious movie What Happens in Vegas with Cameron Diaz and Ashton Kutcher, when suddenly it hit me--right at the scene when they have the whore party at Ashton's place trying to get him to sleep with one of them to ruin the marriage...when both of them are in the bathroom holding beer cans, I suddenly thought to myself:

"OMFG! Look at Camerons arms, they are so god damn sexy! I WANT TO LOOK JUST LIKE THAT!"

I couldnt find a photo of that exact moment, but I did find this one that shows you what I'm talking about:

Do you see? Do you see!? Is that not just the most attractive thing you've ever seen? No? Well to hell with you then  . I just, I dunno...I find it really sexy, and strong too, to have that kind of muscle defenition. Feminine but assertive. I started doing some serious weight lifting today to begin my quest to attain that gorgeous line in my shoulders (after which i bawled like a two year old cause i was so sore  )

Oh, on a side note Im trying my hardest to stick with my cardio and weight lifting routine that i blogged at the end of october. the weight lifting part is easy, but its been hard for me to get off my ass and GO. Once im at the fitness center its easy to stick to it, its simply getting off my butt to go there thats the problem  . But, Im not giving up. Its going to take a while for me to get used to going a few times a week, and I forgive myself for adapting to it sloooowly, but I'll get there, I know I will